So it's been determined that I'm not a frequent updater of this blog. Here's my main issue: it's not that I don't frequently wear makeup or that I don't wear makeup that would warrant a blogpost but it's that in order to post on the blog I have to take several pictures of my own face. Which can be PAINFULLY difficult at times as I feel many others would agree. I've realized from these posts that I have a mega lazy eye as well as having super bloodshot red eyes all the time, I also can't smile naturally without looking completely psychotic and when I don't smile I look like a freaking JERK. It's a hard situation. I'm trying to get past it.